A delay doesn’t have to be a denial. I know I am coming from a place years ahead of you in terms of the physical realm of being a human… but these words will make sense one day.
As Olaf says in Frozen 2 — this will all make sense when I am older.
Can’t believe I just use a kids movie again this week to highlight life advice.
In my own life, I didn’t fully understand my mother, until I became a mother. mmm, I may be making things worse?!
But yeah seriously things tend to work out and with hindsight, the negative can become positive.
Sending you love and light.