I love this! Thank you for sharing your experience. I had a smile reading your revelations on the 3rd go.
I did indulge in LSD as a teenager and remember looking at the stars and thinking I had unlocked the door to everything by declaring we are all the winning sperm!
Cheers for being you… and I have only recently felt that amazing feeling of letting go. The energy it frees up is incredible. At first I wondered if I had gone numb to life, but I know its come from working on me… if I stop the work only for a few days I know something is amiss.
I only hit my 40’s last year so feel grateful not to mix menopause in the shambles of healing yet! But saying that, after reading your words I reckon there are always options!