I love your writing and honesty. You already have all the answers inside you… you have even clearly outlined them here…but maybe part of you isn’t listening.
To add some more potential woo woo to your life, RTT helped me clear some beliefs I was holding on to. Check out Marisa Peer on you tube. I didn’t think it was possible to be hypnotised online nor had I been before it but I gave it a go. (By the way hypnosis in her style is so far away from being a chicken on stage !! )
Her work really took me back to the exact time I created my beliefs and let me release them.
But yeah each to their own.
As a heads up if you do check her out- My partner started to listen to a session on addiction with her and it freaked the f out of him… he wasn’t ready at the time to do the inner work… so be ready, ask the question and your answer will arrive.
I wait intently to read your next post. You truly have a gift with words that needs to be shared.
Thanks for being you.