Oh this is pure gold.
YES! I keep playing with energy quests, in hopes to refine my meditation practices or uncover insight to grow from instead of growing from pain.
I took a week away from reading and pretty much had a mini melt down.
Reading is a healing tool for me. Just like meditation. I use it to focus my thoughts. Even if the underlying message is the same, reading it in a different way connects a dot for me...on some level. Every. Single. Time.
BUT yes - at some point, you just have to take a step out on your own and accept the unfolding will happen one way or another.
Thank you for being you.