Only just being able to have my first shot a couple of weeks ago - I am half baked.
Wondering - did you have any symptoms afterwards or following your second shot?
I have a friend that has lupus - her first shot left her bed bound for almost a week, but the second one didn't hit as hard.
She mirrored much of what you said - the fear and then the relief.
Been missing your words, and was grateful to get a reminder to seek some more out....
Thanks again and always - for being you xx