The expansion of knowing and understanding in yet another form.
I know at the start of Billie's life there was much turmoil in our house... a thread of connection still shines on me - but no longer to I hold guilt about it.
It was the best we could show up as parents at the time -- teary. Well I still get that though! But the past can not be changed. The now is where we are and I will show up best I can always for them.
Thanks again and always for being you.