The journey in for me wasn’t triggered by ideal circumstances either.
I wasn’t paying attention so a kick in the arse was required. Growth from pain (Kensho) vs growth from insight (Satori)
I much prefer the Satori moments so am reminding myself daily to continue to look in.
Try to unfold who I am on any given day.
Seems to be ever-changing… I am closer to knowing who I am today though to who I thought I was yesterday.
Cheers for being you.